Wednesday, June 2, 2010

The Girl Who Cried Wolf [SpokenWord]

Shes Sits Alone.. In A Dark Corner.
Kicking.. Screaming..

Waiting For Someone To Come Back & Save Her.


To Take Away Those Same Nightmares She's Had For Years.

To Break Down Those 4 Walls That Surround Her..
Those Same 4 Walls That Have Grown To Be Her Comfort Zone.

She.. Haunted.. By A Once Unfamiliar Presence.. That Now Is All Too Familiar.


They Too Screaming.. Kicking.. &Beating Her Down.

Until All That's Left Is Her Broken Exterior.
& The Fear Within Her That Keeps Her From Moving.

So Shes Just Screams.. Tears Streaming Down Her Face.

Until Her Lungs Grow Tired & Her Throat Becomes Sore.

She Then Finds Herself Sitting In Silence..

Reaching Out 2 Grab A Hand.

But Theirs Nobody Left To Help Her Up.


See.. Shes Been Sitting In That Same Corner For Some Time Now.

& Everyone Who Tried To Help.. She Found A Way 2 Let Each Of Them Down.

Bcz Once She Was Picked Up & Rescued.. She'd Start On Her Way To Moving Again


Then Eventually.. She'd Turn & Look Back

Letting Go Of Anything That Kept Her Moving..
& There She Found Herself Again.
In That Same Dark Corner.

So They Grew Tired Of Caring.. Tired Of Trying.

You Cant Help Someone If They Cant Help Themselves.

So There.. She Sits Alone.

In Complete Silence This Time.

Being That Those 4 Walls Grew 2 Be Her Comfort Zone.

That Comfort Longs For Her To Stay Right There.. Where Shes Always Been
But That's Just Not An Option This Time..

Bcz This Corner Grows Cold..

& Misery's Company Aint Cuttin It No More.

So When I Look Up.. & See Any Danger Coming

I Will NOT Scream.. Or Reach Out My Hand
I Will NOT Kick.. Or Let Them Beat Me Again

I WILL Stand On My Own 2 Feet..

Stare Directly Into Its Eyes

..& I WILL Fight.. For My LIFE.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

[Unscripted] Love

As She Rests.. On The Other End Of My Telephone Line.


I Reminsce On First Loves Touch Altho Uninviting.
Kiss Rather Excting.. Surprising.
Embrace To This Day Has Got Me Wondering How 2 Odds Make Such A Perfect Even.



&Even Though Our Ways Are So Spontaneous & Our Plans Dont Follow Suit..
We Stand As Living Proof That Love Dont Have No Boundaries & Neither Does This Life.



As We Spread Our Wings & Take Flight With The Angels That Surround Us


Bcz It Took 3Mins 4 Me 2 Love Her Voice.
3Days For Me To Love Her Spirit.
3Weeks For Me To Love Her As A Person.
& 3Months For Me To Love The Beauty In Her Eyes Thru Mine.
The Scent Of Her Skin.
&The Taste Of Love So Rich. So Pure.



That Even Chocolate Couldnt Taste This Great.
&Only God Can Create.



Nothing.. & I Mean Nothing Could Ever.
Would Ever.
Will Never Take Her Place.



&3Years From From The 3Mins.. 3Days.. & 3Months It Took Me 2 Grow In Her
I Trust That Our Love Will Grow.
Move.
&Touch Lives UnNumbered.



&On That Day You Will Understand Why I Love Her..
Through Your Own Sight. Smell. Taste. &All That You Hear.



Our Love [Unscripted].

Through These TearDrops.. [2 You]

2Nite.. Im Gna Let My TearDrops Fall 2 The Page.. Maybe Then I Could Trace The Pain Away.
Find Trapped Inside Those Water Lines A Secret Code To The Truth Untold Of Reasons Y My Smile Stayed Hidden Inside & Happiness Was Hard 2 Find.


Prove 2 You Tht My Love Is 4Ever & Will Never Hurt You Again. Tell You Promises Tht Lie Deep.. Reminded 2 Me 4rm Past Pains Of Pierced Arm.


2Nite Im Gna Strip This Hurt Away 4rm My Heart & Tattoo Inside Of You All That You've Always Deserved.. The Words I Didnt Say. The Things I Neglected To Do. The Love I Stopped Giving & Sharing With You.



Right Now. I Have 2 Remind You Why You Fell In Love With Me In The First Place..
Im Gna Put Keyshia Cole On Repeat..
Until I Get So High I Can Hear God Whisper In My Ear.

We're Gna Have This Spiritual Chat.. Letting Him Control Our Tounges.. Lead Our Hearts & Our Minds.


We're Gna Act Lyk There's No Such Thing As Time.. &Let This Conversation Last All Night.



I'm Gna Reintroduce Myself.. Allow You 2 Do The Same. Just Might End Up Telling You Things You Never Thought I Would.. But Im Sure I'l Feel Comfortable Enuf Bcz It's Gna Feel As If I Already Know You.



You Might Tell Me About Your Girlfriend.. & I'll Assure You Im Not Trying 2 Take Her Place Bcz In My Mind Im Just Here Tryna Make A Good Friend.



As The Convo Goes On I'll Try Not 2 Make You Feel Jealous Of My Current Female Situation.. But If Tht Fails.. I Must Apologize In Advance.



I Insist Tht You Tell Me Wht You Kind Of Love You Need & I Promise I'll Tell You Same.


As Hours Past & You Begin 2 Yawn.. Try Your Best 2 Fight It Bcz I Know I Will Be.

If You Happen To Feel Relaxed & Get Comfortable & Tell Me You Feel Sleepy
I Ask You Now 2 Just Flow With The Feeling

Cuz Im Sure I'll Feel The Same & Just Like You..
I Wont Be Ready 2 Get Off The Phone Either.




As You Doze Off.. I Hope You Hear Me When I Tell You That I Have A Secret.

&As Your Eyelids Drop I'll Confess 2 You I Truly I Love The Person Tht You Are. Bcz Knowing You The Way I Think I Do.. Im Sure Thts How I'll Feel.. Girl, I Just Hope You Feel The Same.